13-11-2012 to 13-12-2012

10 th December 2012....Its CICU again. From DEMC we went straight to KPJ Damansara for his appoinment. He complaint of uneasy feeling in the chest, kind of short of breath. Dr checked his pulse and said "yup something is not right there..we need to do ECG again.."  Huaaaaaaa...I was so scared and nearly breakdown... The ECG showed that hubby having Atrial fibrillation -it  is the most common cardiac arrhythmia (irregular heart beat). Atrial fibrillation may be treated with medications to either slow the heart rate to a normal range ("rate control") or revert the heart rhythm back to normal ("rhythm control")...Meaning he got to stay in CICU for the medications and 24hrs monitoring....Alhamdulillah at 10 pm before I went home the reading started to show good improvement...I wanted to stay there in the waiting lounge..but he was worried about princess...he asked me to go home ..the children need me..as for him the nurses and doctors are all there...Better listened to him than making him worried right? Went to my aunty's place coz its nearer to the hospital...this is the time when we said makan tak lalu and tidur tak lena...couldn't eat anything n keep on waking up during the nite...with tahajjud and quran I tried to ease myself...At 5 am he BBM me..dont worry luv...all the reading looks OK they even allowed me to walk to the toilet...Alhamdulillah...TQ Allah. I reached there at 7 am  :) The nurses still remember us...the picture above says it all...no matter what you eat, to have it with your love one is really something...I just sat there with him, together we read the Quran, we talked and with few visits from friends and families in between...Luckily it was public holiday...in the evening they moved him to CHDU...Alhamdulillah princess can come and visit...  The morning before I left to the hospital, I talked to my daughter...Kakak, sorry yer mama kena tinggalkan kakak kat rumah nenek, mama nak jaga papa kat hospital...Remember masa kakak sakit mama jaga kakak kan? She said yes she remembered that, she remembered that I drew 'smile' on her hands when she cried...so she said...Nanti mama draw smile kat heart papa okay..kakak nak tengok tau...Sweetnye kan...Ye kakak, mama dah buat smile kat heart papa... :)  we love you papa! And today 13 Dec 2012...one month post  MI...and we are home....Alhamdulillah TQ Allah...

Papa's smiling heart