I think love is like an oak tree...…

I never knew...

that he's able to write something so beautiful to me...again I am pasting it here..n tonite

with tears rolling.....! It started with a trivia about love amongst fren in FB.....

I think love is like an oak tree...… huge, firm, impregnable, live and keep on growing… yet, you can tell the age by the number of its layers… the outer layer died out every year but it keeps on growing a new one every new life cycle year… love should not be dull; instead it should be full of surprises that makes it lively and beautiful! Life every moment, cherish every second we are together… hurt and being hurt is part of the oak’s tree life cycle…and believe it or not, the cuts make the tree growing even bigger and stronger…. And I hope, our love will be just like that! I told you before and I’m telling you now… my true love is only one…U! I LOVE YOU!!

And we talked n talked about the oak tree love journey in FB!

The huge oak tree came from a tiny little seed...

some birds probably carried and ditched it.....no one planted it...

nobody took care of it......

Oak tree just grew.....

when the tree was just a baby.... it stayed there

and stuck to the ground.....

So strong that...it never shakes.... it never moves....

it’s there for generations.....

and it started from a little seed.....just like LOVE...

swear to god , my love I am so touched by your 'oak tree'!

And below is view of my fren in Fb 'bout the oak tree..

Oak Tree ~ symbolizes strength, mighty, strong, enduring and steadfast.

This tree can live for more than 1000 yrs and can withstand all kinds of wind and turbulence due to its strong root ..... that's what love should be .... strong and might .... plus ..... fire & desire >>>> to make it strong, hot and spicy love .....

Yap..without the windy weather and turbulence I will never discover 'the oak tree love journey'....Again n again he told me the stories of .........OAK TREE....I think I found the

answer to the question that was asked 24 years ago! Thank u dear....

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

Gloomy day...not really in the mood to bake...
(but they r waiting for me...*sigh*)
so here I am in front of PC...trying to go back..
down the memory lane...Hey...I am a romantic gal..so what!!!
I love him so much and suddenly I realised that...
there's a danger when u luv somebody so muchhh...
so what shud we do?
Let it be.....
one of the most beautiful song that i heard....
sometimes love is not enough to make a relationship work..
to make it work you need to trust one another and learn to accept mistakes...
one must willing to sacrifice their pride to save the relationship..
and you need to vow and cherish the love why it's there...
and now there's a trivia for me ...

His view of luv...:)
Well it is sweet and well thought! Come to think about it… you are correct… to me, I think love is like an oak tree… huge, firm, impregnable, live and keep on growing… yet, you can tell the age by the number of its layers… the outer layer died out every year but it keeps on growing a new one every new life cycle year… love should not be dull; instead it should be full of surprises that makes it lively and beautiful! Life every moment, cherish every second we are together… hurt and being hurt is part of the oak’s tree life cycle…and believe it or not, the cuts make the tree growing even bigger and stronger…. And I hope, our love will be just like that!
I told you before and I’m telling you now… my true love is only one…U!
I LOVE YOU!!
Insyaallah...semoga Allah mendengar doa kita....

The thought....

Alhamdulillah...today will be the third day of SPM.
Paper apa ye...oh EST...hope Eriq will always calm and cool...
Good luck to all the candidates ye....
Last Tuesday I went to Tanjung Karang to settle some unfinished business there..
Dropped by kat old school Eriq and I saw this bunting....

Percaya tak kalau I cakap simple banner/bunting macam ni boleh buat I sedih? Haru tul mama ni kan...Well simple bunting cam ni touched my heart tau...Tak kira parti politik mana pun tapi bila ada 'thought' yang cam ni boleh cair tau hati yang beku..he..he..! I am so proud of this Datuk... even though personally I tak kenal dia.
Masa Eriq took PMR 2 years ago I don't have to buy anything for his exam stationery..all was compliment from this 'Datuk' and I heard he gave it to all the schools dalam jajahan dia. For some of you it might be nothing... but for me...dia membeli jiwa seorang ibu! The thought thats countkan...Showing that he cares! I saw this bunting kat every secondary school dalam jajahan dia yang I lalu!

And you know what...reward for top students pun very lucrative! Tahniah Datuk and thank you di atas your thoughtfulness.
.....dari hati seorang ibu...:)

Puding Cendol

I have promised my friend to do this puding for her....but when the day ....
I became so lazyyyyy blame it to the weather....uhukkkkk.
I have to finish 4 choc cakes and a puding to deliver Tuesday morning..
Alhamdulillah the cakes no prob..
Then SMS King ..'tolong belikan kotak kek with alas kek n
agar2 powder n gula merah...I am tooo lazy to get out...hukk..hukkk'
King reply OK...9.30 pm I checked the bag...OMG agar2 powder tak beli!
Dia cakap 'eh lupa'...SO apa lagi cam superwoman I gi Giant...hukkkk!
Kat Giant benda yg di cari habis.....
Next supermarket .... phuuuuuh pintu dah nak tutup..nasib ada...alhamdulillah!
So my dear friend next time please do it urself la...ni dia resepi...(ini I belajar kat DJ tau..)

Lapis 1
180 gm gula halus
1.5 tbsp agar2 powder
0.5 tsp salt
500 ml air
300 ml santan (usually I guna susu UHT)
500 gm cendol

Lapis 2
200 gm gula merah
50 gm gula halus
1.5 tbsp agar2 powder
0.5 tsp salt
500 ml air
300 ml santan/susu UHT
2 yolks

Cara...
Masak lapis 1 kecuali cendol, till mendidih tapiskan, campur cendol,
curah dlm dulang 10x10x1
Tunggu till set...
While tunggu lapir 1 set, masak lapis 2. campur everything xcept santan n yolk.
Bila dah keluar bubble kecil baru campur the santan n yolk...
stirr sampai dia mendidih lagi...Then tapis...

Sendukkan sikit2 ke atas lapis 1 tadi...Jgn curah becoz nanti lapis 1 akan mencair dan naik ke atas!

My pride n joy...

Fav bro 'Oyyiikkk'

Kawan gaduh....'Champ...you black!'

I nak throw you....Qobb

They haven't seen each other for quite sometimes...Oyik was asking " Ya Allah kenapa you all
so dark...?" He..he..after exam both of them duk berumahtangga kat padang...Qobb busy dengan rugby..going to KB this weekend for tournament. Champ mama lupa la..ada bola baling la , bola tampar la....n the princess we came back from Penang..dia cakap kat Champ.."I jadi adik you..u see I dah black...!" (kes duk dlm pool for 2 days...)

Oreo Butter Cake

Hem...
Hari ni nak riak sikit..(sikit je tau..)
Ta Daaaa...ni cake yang I buat on Sunday..
Supposed to be Oreo Butter Cake (of course got it from Rima's house)..
Tapi sedih lak nak cakap...


"Kat kedai Aunty tak de jual Oreo la ma..."
Yang ada Cream O okay?
Ish..ish...anyway Danke Rima, the kids semua suka...I bawak utk visit
Oyik kat school. We had lunch with him. Wishing him GOOD LUCK...
SPM started Wednesday ni....

I am so lost without you...

After 24 years.... what's my xpectation..?
Growing old together...
My other half still faithful to me...?
He's still the same just like 24 years ago...?
He still manage to make me smile..
Able to touch my heart with his simple gesture..
Like this song...
He was away for two days...
I called him yesterday
wanted to ask him where he is...
what time will he be home?
He picked up the phone and this song was
on the radio...
he didn't talk...just the song...
Just like 24 years ago....
Yes dear..I am so lost without you...

My Silent Prayer ...

Friday...

Passing by the cemetery everyday...
I will see the silver car...on Friday morning
Em..this morning ...I forgot about her....
Do you think she will be there?
Visiting her late hubby....
He left her on 2nd October after Friday prayer...
Without saying goodbye...
Today is Friday...13th November...how many days?
How does she cope...
How about the boys?
She was calm on that fateful 'day'...
Hope everything went well for all of them....
I am not that close to her but deep inside my heart....
I am bleeding too...bleeding for her
I hope he is doing fine down there and
is protected under the loving care of the Almighty...
Al fatihah....

The rainy day....

End of the year.....

It reminds me of the day I went to pay the school fees masa baru2 moved to this kampung...
Previously we had to pay school fees before school opening....
"Cik gu ni resit dari pihak zakat untuk yuran sekolah agama cucu mak cik...."
Mama yang di barisan belakang...terkedu mendengarnya.
"O cucu mak cik ni yatim piatu...ku mulakan bicara..."
"Ya mak bapak dia orang mati accident"....kesiannya....
"O pihak zakat ada bagi benda macam ni ye mak cik?"....

Frankly...dulu masa kat Melawati tak pernah tau pun ada benda2 ni...
Kat situ semua anak2 orang berada...
Berhijrah ke sini membuka mata ku...
People take poverty for granted....if u r staying in the posh area u don't come
across it on a day to day basis...

I bought some decoration pebbles for my garden...
Sitting on the ground trying to make them presentable...
Then suddenly...zuppsssss....I was talking to myself...
"What am I doing here...spending 100 ringgit beli batu?" Masyaallah.....

Hemmm so far I don't own an Aryani or a Ratu or Hajaba
or whatever trend of new tudung because I still own my
10 yrs old colorful bawal tudung and it still covers my aurat no
matter how cheap or outdated they are......alhamdulillah

I will think of the mak cik with her orphan grandchildren..
that I have met and I will remind myself to stop
being envious of things that I don't have but
learn to be thankful for the things that I do have....

The interview....

Last nite while I was preparing dinner...tit..titit..titit...sms masuk lah tu..

Z: K dah panggil u interview ke?
Me: Nope tak de pun...
Z: Hmmmmm
Me:Y? My resume dah tak laku ke?
No aswer after that....
15 minutes later...Ring...Ringgg
Me: "Hello"
Caller Z: "Wei napa depa ni lambat sangat wat kerja..."
Me: "You mean?"
Caller Z : :"Esok meeting kena update status..."
Me: "Hemm may be dah tak interested kot.."
Caller Z : "Mana boleh..now ni critical sangat..kalau ambik fresh
jenuh nak mengajaq wei..."
Me: "So u ajak I join ni nak suh I teman u kat office ke?"..... he..he..
Caller Z: "Never mind nanti I tanya HR..tapi Thursday lah Wednesday I cuti.."
Me: "Okay whatever lah...."
Caller Z: "Bye.."
Me: "Ba bai....."
And this morning I checked my email....ta daaaaaaaa

Your application is referred. Please be informed that you’re been selected for interview for the above position.

Below are the interview details for your info :

So cam ner? After 8 years...going back to 9-5 routine? Hem.....kalau ada rezeki insyaallahkan...